two nights ago I was up until 6:30am, last night it was 5:30am. will today be 4:30am? inquiring minds want to know.
I went through your tumblr and just nodded and said “mmhmm” to every post.
You’re the apple of my eye.
Something is happening to me and no one is safe.
I’m counting down the days, dearest.
with every friend from real life who follows me on tumblr, my power grows stronger and my inability to give a fuck about what they think of my body or my sex life grows exponentially
soon i will reach my ultimate form
ooooooh hmm. That’s a tough one because I want different things on different days! Nonsexually I’ve been thinking about dancing in a club in a collar and restraints of some kind and everyone there knowing I belong to someone and how good I am etc. Recently, praise and affection have been factoring heavily into my fantasies, probably because my life is in a bit of upheaval and my anxieties are amped up. Being given commands and praised for completing them, told how good I look, how good I’m being, etc etc. Yes please.
I wouldn’t necessarily say it’s my biggest fantasy, but a pretty standard one for me is being restrained both wrists and ankles and having someone tease me over and over and then not let me come until I’ve been good enough and made them come first with my mouth
oh noooooo D: I’m sorry, that sounds awful, hon.
I’ve done my fair share of embarrassing stuff. On a related note, my nails were too long one time and I literally paused to bite my nails off mid-sex so I could continue. The most embarrassing though was that I thought my period was over but lol nope turns out it wasn’t. It’s not that big of a deal in retrospect, but at the time I was mortified.
Bless. I already knew I liked handcuffs, especially when they’re looped through the slats of my headboard, so I correctly extrapolated that I would enjoy other forms of restraint.
I’m super tactile and love just touching and snuggling and lots of physical contact, so not being able to touch is frustrating yet extremely enjoyable for me (even if I have a really hard time keeping my hands away if I’m ordered to and not restrained). But I’ve been thinking about ropes around my thighs lately and I am fond of the idea.